My Thoughts

got from duanarchy & aragorn!

2008-04-22T17:49:47Z

My Personality


Neuroticism	81
Extraversion	25
Openness to Experience	77
Agreeableness	93
Conscientiousness	49

You are not generally self conscious about yourself, however you feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work.

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The best ugg Boots.

New Updates

2007-11-05T16:36:41Z

Well school isn't going all that bad, moving back to NB at the end of december which is both depressing and relieving. Depressing in the fact that it sucks out there and there will be a lot of things to do, (which is in itself also great) and relieving in the fact that I cannot stand it here in Kingston anymore. At least the activists in Fredericton were nice, warm hearted and didn't alienate you or make you feel like an outsider. At least they all lived their beliefs and didn't set them aside "after the event".

Anyway, one small rant.

Went to the RAT conference over the weekend in Vermont, that city is so adorable, they actually have a law against corporations coming in (or so I'm told) and so all that was there was a subway, ben and jerrys, dunkin donuts, and td bank and the later three are in shitty old building with old school signs, not the modern crap you see in big cities. I enjoyed some of the conference, it was an inspiriation in many ways, one was the fact that I can now co-write an article with a friend on how a wimmin in anarchism talk was overrun by men discussing something slightly off topic. The other inspirations were having a new found respect for poetry, I really enjoyed Hilton's and 's words. Also art and film, I've began to imagine the benefits of such things. And Mohammeds presentations were informative as well!

I'll cut it short and say I cant wait to get rid of this apt, find money, get this semester over with, and move to Fredericton.

Bye

Quick Add-On Update

2007-07-28T21:40:15Z

The shit on the TeamRocket Website that I refered to in the previous journal entry has been removed.

There - Writing about us has been taken off the list ...

Long time update due

2007-07-28T02:19:31Z

Well it has been quite awhile since I've updated, probably because of school/babysitting/moving...

To sum up the end of April, May and June quickly - I finished up the winter semester, intersessions and babysat to make some money to survive. Then June 21ish went to miramichi to say by to people and figure out how to get to kingston, ontario.

After much fighting, struggling, crying and laughing...well maybe not so much laughing me and duane got in his grams car with his parents who saved our lives once again and moved us to ontario. It was a long drive but it was actually pretty cool. There was a lot of laughs and really nothing negative happened.

We got to kingston and it is quite the city!....fucking HUGE, I really hated it at first, too many stores, like 3 of each store down the lonnnng princess street (takes about 30 min to drive from start to finish...maybe longer...didnt go all the way to the end yet) and after going to the sleepless goat...which is a workers co-op and seeing what they are all about i am not that impressed and see that the UG cafe would have ended up just like it is now if certain desires had of been persued.

But me and du have been introduced to some really kool people, with the same politics and we will be getting into some really kool shit with them. Like Mohawk solidarity and some other things that really cannot be discussed for anonymity purposes.

We also adopted a little kitten (stirner) to be bakunin's companion, didnt take that long for them to become friendly and they are so cute!

Well other than finishing a online course for UNB (had to in order to get more money to move) and trying to see what this whole city is about lamo's kira and george are taking a band tour across canada singing and writing about us in their songs/and blog. Well their blog is only filled with bs that doesn't even make sense, if you read it you would understand! And after two long comments from george and kira which are full of lies duane responded by addressing their comments and challenging them to prove anything that was incorrect. But again, george in a anger fit, most likely after some machismo swearing etc, deleted duanes comment and replaced it with a comment by pretended to be duane.

** to see this go to http://v-a-c.org/teamrocket/blog/?itemid=5 --- sometimes the site needs to be highlighted in order to see the words**

Its quite funny you two because everything duane as ever written in his journal as been a) HIS PERSONAL JOURNAL, not fucking internet publications as you claim, --- AND the different is your personal attacks are being sung to audiences across the country and written on your BANDS website, which is suppose to promote/discuss YOUR BAND and b) You claim that I am the only one that will affirm duanes criticisms against you, the cafe and the fredericton activists, but I could give you a list of people who agree, but wait a minute, most of them are two cowardly to admit that they agree with us, probably because they are afraid of what you might to do them.

But that is all I have to say on the subject, while you go across the country signing about us, writing about us, talking about us to other activists that you wish to impress and thinking about us constantly (you must be or why else would you be doing the previous 3) me and duane will be busy trying to do things that affect those with less privelege, those that are being hurt, that are poor, that are beat up or even killed.

Now that I have gotten this off of my chest, and in my personal journal no doubt, I will await a new song, new words written or spoken....or wait I guess I will be claimed innocent since I am HIS girlfriend right? Well I am sorry but I think myself, I have an opinion on issues that are important. And a little bird told me not too long ago that someone they know doesn't even know the difference between marxists and anarchists. Well how can you claim to be something if you dont even know what it is.

Lay off and smarten the fuck up, if you want us to stop writing in our personal journals about us than stop with your fuckin public display, because when people get you know you, you will be embarrassed when you have to run away again...where to this time?

Yup =)

WOW

2007-04-14T06:15:31Z

http://www.kersplebedeb.com/poisongirls/index.html

AMAZING!!!! I love this band....go figure..influenced and friends with crass =)

Anarchism

2007-03-30T19:03:01Z

This is my new wallpaper:

Green Anarchy

2007-03-28T01:54:49Z

"Two good ways to learn more about healthy living are by watching tress grow and animals play. What those have in common is a sweet vibrant chaos: apparently unpredictable, but almost always following one turn with another that feels just right. Nobody knows exactly weather, when, or how a tree will twist this way or that, nobody knows whether a dog is going to lunge to the left, then go for the throat, or just take a bite out of someone's leg. Dogs and trees create themselves as they adapt to their situations, adapting while unfolding. This is the subtle, flowing music of real life."

-- Marshall Kirkpatrick, "An Anarchist's Manifesto" 1999

=)

Orlan

2007-03-27T23:38:11Z

Artist's Statement:

Orlan denounces standards of beauty. Her surgeries are a sign of protest of cosmetic surgery. For her surgery in New York she wanted important changes; for example: the bumps she now has on her temples. This performance was broadcast live with the help of the interactive telecommunication equipment in 14 places around the world like the Sandra Gering Gallery, New York, the Centre Georges Pompidou (Paris), Mac Luhan Center (Toronto), Media Art Center (Banff) ...

As usual Orlan stayed awake during the surgery-performance, while explaining her project, answering questions and comments from the public. The operating room completely transformed becomes her artist studio. In this project, Orlan is asking questions about the status of the body in our society and for future generations via genetic manipulations. She sees the body as a site of public debate that poses critical questions for our time.

http://www.orlan.net/

This is soooo amazing!! I've never seen anything like it!

joleanja @ 2007-03-07T20:56:00

2007-03-08T01:13:36Z

K I'm getting picture happy, here are a few more!!

Kool blurry pic duane took of me:

Another pic duane took of me:

My bebe duanus:

Bakunin again:

and again w/ a border (camera's function):

My Kitty

2007-03-07T23:49:27Z

Got a digital camera today with loan money that is suppose to be used for rent =p oh well

Never been so tired in my entire life!!

2007-02-27T13:54:16Z

I think I failed my psychology mid-term

Things have to change quickly!

Going to bed

joleanja @ 2007-02-16T01:59:00

2007-02-16T06:00:01Z

The Social Justice Society thats the group with Asaf rashid right?

-- George Pier

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2006-11-28T21:56:33Z

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joleanja @ 2006-09-19T00:26:00

2006-09-19T03:26:53Z

Just a note to people that there are some great performers heading here to fredericton this week. They will be playing at the Underground Cafe and Alternative Bookstore located at 732 Charlotte Street (Basement of Art Center - Big red brick building). Such artists include: September 20th @ 7:30pm - Rozalind MacPhail (www.myspace.com/rozalindmacphail), September 21st @ 8:00 pm - Clinton Charlton w/ Caleb Aronson & Jason K. Roy, September 22nd @ 8:00 pm - Local artists Sandy Zelazny & Cameron MacLean and September 23rd @ 8:00 pm - John Dye (www.myspace.com/johndye)

So you can come check out these artists and enjoy some pakistani food while there including Samosas ($1), Pakoras (30 cents each), pakora rolls ($1.75) or paratas ($1.25)!!

Check us out at : www.myspace.com/ucab

This is for all the anti-choice bleeps out there

2006-07-21T02:42:54Z

Society does not need more children; but it does need more loved children. Quite literally, we cannot afford unloved children - but we pay heavily for them every day. There should not be the slightest communal concern when a woman elects to destroy the life of her thousandth-of-an-ounce embryo. But all society should rise up in alarm when it hears that a baby that is not wanted is about to be born. ~Garrett Hardin

Nice peaceful protest

2006-05-28T16:38:11Z

http://duanarchy.livejournal.com/122809.html

http://leftnews.org/archives/2006/05/27/7941/#more-7941

http://oldmaison.blogspot.com/2006/05/with-brutal-action-by-fredericton_28.html

All I have to say is WOW....what a day it was....Duane, Asaf, Chris and Teresa got arrested...

I thought about grabbing duane, but thought it would be better that just one of us be arrested and not both..lol...

Commissionaire...expect something commin to ya

Yeah

2006-02-27T04:19:20Z

Well I feel so depressed, like I can't do anything right, I'm failing in school, I'm overweight and I treat people like shit. But my real problem is that I know of these things but I have no idea what to do about them. I want to make myself a better person and I have no idea on how to, I almost feel like giving up...I just need the right motivation but I dunno how to get it...

Well the only good things that are happening though would have to be the Fredericton Social Network that we have establish with orgaizations within the community, at least we will have resources in pretty much any corner we need it. I'm still doing great with the vegeterian thing and really looking forward to having my own garden once we get house, and I got my first Tattoo friday night!! Some nazi/anti-feminist fuck did the tattoo though, but finding this out halfway through it left me no choice but to finish and be on my way to never return.

Well thats about it, I gots a Bio midterm wednesday and a 12 page report for social demography due Thursday, so I have to work SUPER hard the next 3 days.

Later

Pic of Tattoo

Headache

2006-02-14T03:23:10Z

i have a headache...thats like the 4th one this week...probably from all the information stuffing i've been doing, now I have one more midterm on wednesday......i gotta do it...

k...so i decided today with a guilty conscious that i will try reallly hard to go vegan when i get my student loan money this week...i have to do it...no matter what...plus if i buy the right foods maybe i will lose weight too...i'm sick of this up and down weight...i just want to the thin...and thats it....

watchin seinfeld...what a funny show!

...should be studyin cell bio

Stolen from Sacred Arrow

2006-02-09T00:28:41Z

HAHA my god....

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Who actually sits down and programs this shit? lol...

Image I stumbled upon

2006-01-24T00:45:18Z

This is hilarious!!! I think the picture pretty much speaks for itself.

Thats all for now

=)

Hope you have a nice day!

Feeeling good

2006-01-22T07:02:29Z

I'm drunk, and its been a while, its the only real time that i can express how much it is I am in love with duane,hes the best person I have been around, hes the most caring, smartest, cutest being ever!!! I've never met anyone who I have been so attractive to, and been able to express my feelings, without him I would be nothing,

You are AMAZING, BRILLIANT AND HOT!!!

I LOVE YOU!!! =)

*Blink Blink*

*Blinkity blink blink*

joleanja @ 2006-01-09T20:53:00

2006-01-10T01:01:32Z

My courses won't be that hard if I just put the much needed effort into them!..

So I am talking Cell Biology, Genetics, Social Gerontology, Social Demography and Arts 1000. I really like the Biology courses, I just have to do alot of work to make sure I get A's in them. I know I will most likely get A's in the 2 sociology courses since I had the teachers before and am prepared for whats to come.

I'm not seeing Duane as much as usual but maybe that is what will bring us closer. I've been a cranky bitch lol...I find when you away from something that you love for a while you really realize what it is you have. I have never felt this way before, I may have thought a relationship was good....but I had no idea, he's perfect, sometimes I think I am dreaming because he is so perfect, he does nothing wrong and is the sweetest most caring person ever....I thought I would never have this...and now I do.

I love you to death sweetheart!!! Sorry for everything..

15th is a year and a half!!! =)

Well gotta go watch the debate with my baby and work on some homework....(what I can do w/o texts since damn stupid mother fuckin student loans are shitty and slow...and don't give enough money)

Update

2006-01-06T15:52:46Z

My baby just got Linux working for me!!! Thanks hun!!

School is gonna be rough this semester...but I'll try my best.

There are some weirdo's in this world!!! I felt/feel sick to my stomach!

Gst just came in!! WEOOO...gonna meet Du's really soon and get groceries!!

Write more soon

joleanja @ 2006-01-03T10:26:00

2006-01-03T14:27:39Z

You scored as Biology. You should be a Biology major! You are passionate about the sciences, and you enjoy studying cell growth and evolutionary concepts which enable living organisms to survive. Pursue that!

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Biology

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Chemistry

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Theater

58%

Art

58%

Anthropology

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Sociology

58%

Psychology

50%

Linguistics

50%

Mathematics

42%

Engineering

42%

Philosophy

42%

English

33%

Journalism

33%

Dance

33%

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joleanja @ 2005-12-31T19:21:00

2005-12-31T23:21:39Z

What does your handwriting say about YOU?